loss is hard, and perhaps the biggest heartbreak anyone can feel. however, i feel that through that hardship, be it death or losing someone more figuratively, it's what builds us up as people, because through hardships comes understanding of the world and ourselves. and it's one step into the rest of our lives that we still continue to move through, and perhaps eventual happiness. in a way, i see some beauty in it.
in memory of ian (dj ninja love mistake) and my late grandfather... i miss you both so much.
"on the other hand if your ashes are scattered in the sea, i will swim in the sea & you'll be with me"